not there yet

and when will i get there
and what if i do not want to yet
and i walk thinking of me
and i walk thinking of you
and everytime i feel closer i pull away
and when i do not feel it i want it again
and you showed me who i was
and i did not like it
and i showed myself who i wanted to be
and now im trying
trust was lost...
love is there...
    but im not there yet.

new

a beginning 

a continuation

a new life

another chance 

to myself

to someone else

my heart beating 

and

the wall is up

to bring it down

follow through

time will tell

and i will wait to see the first flower bloom.

thought

 thinking about
me
 about
 me ... about
you 


us
love
life
...
to be continued
...

the only thing that ...

comes to mind is...

"cuanto amor el que pudieramos perder
whoo no te alejes,no me dejes, 

Dejame entrar en tu piel como en un salto mortal
quiero saborear tu miel y volver a empezar
quiero dejar de ser yo para volverme los dos
quiero sanar el dolor de tu corazon."

a ray

What now?..

You don't want to lose me.

You love me.

You say let's try this.

I love you.

I ray of hope...

I hope so.

What I want

Valentine's, a flower picked from the garden

to show how pure and natural your love is.

Birthday, a cupcake with a candle

to thank your god for having me being born

Christmas, a night under the stars, a kiss

the new year, and you tell me that I've made you happy.

I want what you can give, I don't need more. Let me choose.

Let me be the one to tell you what I want. Let me help you.

Let me show you that slowly, we can be good... a different kind of good. A better kind of good.

 Will you let me ? Can you trust me ? Will you take the chance ? cause.... I love you

Would you?

Would you believe me if I told you that everything will be ok?
Would you come back to me?
Can we start again?
I would tell you things wouldn't be like they used to...
That they would be different, but it would be better.
Would you believe?
Would you come back to me?