not there yet

and when will i get there
and what if i do not want to yet
and i walk thinking of me
and i walk thinking of you
and everytime i feel closer i pull away
and when i do not feel it i want it again
and you showed me who i was
and i did not like it
and i showed myself who i wanted to be
and now im trying
trust was lost...
love is there...
    but im not there yet.

new

a beginning 

a continuation

a new life

another chance 

to myself

to someone else

my heart beating 

and

the wall is up

to bring it down

follow through

time will tell

and i will wait to see the first flower bloom.